Well lately I have just been pretty confused on what to do. This summer hasn't exactly been what I planned it to be. I haven't gotten a job or a car yet. I didn't get an apartment with Kriste or my mother. I feel like I have dissapointed myself. All my money is gone. I haven't told Amanda yet and when I finally do she will kill me.
Everything with school has been messed up. My $1200 dollar scholarship that was supposed to pay for spring 2010 tuition is in my account for this next school year, which has my account still on hold and I still can't start classes for this fall. It's so stupid. I swear people at FSC are idiots sometimes. If I get all this money stuff situated I don't know if I should go back to school this fall. I was planning on commuting but I don't have a car so I can't really do that. I could live on campus but then how would I get to church on Sunday mornings to work. I don't want to give up my job doing the nursery because it is the only way for me to make money. Plus, I don't want to be stuck ot being able to go to church and youth on Sunday anyways.
The only thing I can think of to do is to not go to school this fall, continue trying to find a job, get a car and then go back in the spring. I just don't know.
